Every tear
For every tear
My soul fades away
And words are a spear
Killing with no delay.
I feel so broken and diminished
While no one cares
I am angry, undone, and finished
While no one listens cries
In the dark of the night
And yet, I dare to fight.
Steal my joy
I am a toy of pain
A soul to eradicate
I feel now so plain.
I wished that more and more
I could be straightforward
To tell the world my words are a door
To protect my feelings from the sword
The spoken words can hurt with no delay
While my dreams and desire to stay
Stays by nothing but the thread
While you forget all I said
So far...
Antonio Madrugada
Sofia , Bulgaria
I sat so merry in my abode
Loving hands around me
I dreamt of such glorious days
One day i would see
I remember the day I left
My room
I closed the door behind me
One quick look again
Then walked away
The room which would always remind me
The glorious days I had dreamt
I did merrily spent
How little did I then know
Life turns on a dime
My room is now not as it was
When I closed the door
Behind me
My room now is a prison
But not how one would invision
It is one of sorrow and grief
Sadness burns into the bare walls
I catch my breath
And weep
Why did thou'st doth betray?
The room which once embraced me
I ask with riddled heart
Jagged and torn
Which wicked riddles have I thus sought?
I sit still
I am now my room
No dreams as once before
I age before my open door
In my room long ago
I sat merrily in my loving abode
Loving hands did hold me
All gone
My room and myself
Now one
Two thrust to be together
Forever
Alone